So many emotions linger.

I want to inspire.

I want to motivate.

I want to scream.

There’s a sense of responsibility I feel – the need to report back to our friends, family & online community – I’m an upbeat person, so I’ve chosen to outwardly focus on the positives of what we just experienced in Swaziland.

"Let the little children come unto Me"

I don’t want to tell you…

… that I met a child who is 11 years old, who’s mother died just a few months ago. This young lady is one of the oldest of 10 children at the homestead, caring for each other, trying to survive.  There is an ‘aunt’ that lives next door who wants nothing to do with the children. During the visit, our team members left a bag of food & supplies. The children took it into their hut – a good indicator that the aunt is not cooking nor caring for them. Thank God for Bheveni Carepoint, where there is consistent food, water, and love, and allows for the children to all stay together as a family unit.

… how at a different carepoint we visited, the children were much more street smart than the Bheveni kids who live far from the city. The fact is, being street smart is probably what protects them from the dangers that surround them. I was shocked by how aggressive some of the children were to get our attention & love and seemed to have no boundaries. I’m embarrassed to tell you that I was even angered when two of the street smart teens refused the dresses I held up for them but instead made it clear they wanted other dresses that they liked better. I was blown away, but the fact is that they are used to having to fend for themselves, used to protecting what they have before someone steals it, and used to fighting for survival. They weren’t ungrateful as I presumed, they just saw something they liked better and didn’t mind expressing their opinion. I was ashamed of the anger that welled up in me. How could I be angry when chances are they’ve not been taught or given gifts without strings attached?

… I also don’t want to tell you that in spite of the beautiful smiles & bright eyes, the Bheveni children are desperate. They are hurting, yet they smile. Just like my own children, they want to know they are loved and individually special to someone. I ache knowing many of the Bheveni kids go to bed at night without a momma’s hug & kiss. They need advocates that stand with them and say Jesus has not forgotten you. You matter! You are loved! You can grow up and beat the odds of a disease-ravaged country and I’m gonna help you do it!

… we have a young child at Bheveni who’s arm was burned due to a fight between his mother and step-mother. Taking her anger out on the child, one of them through scaulding hot water on him.

… another child who is new to Bheveni had a tooth abscess. Though the tooth itself was removed some time ago, the infection in her gumline has caused extreme swelling of one side of her face & lips. She was in a lot of pain and yet tolerating it because she thought she had no resources to fix it. I found out about her because she wrote a letter to her future sponsor saying, “We are the originals not the copies, God is great, He is so wonderful, nothing is impossible, with God all things are possible.” I had to talk with this young lady who had such great faith. It was then I found out about the toothache and infection. We gave her an antibiotic and one of the in-country staff members will be taking her to the doctor in the city today to see what can be done. I am praying for her, and ask that you do as well.

So these are things I haven’t wanted to share. Why? Because it hurts. Because I don’t really know how to cope with it. Honestly, I feel like I’ve been a mess since I returned from Swaziland, with all these issues and more weighing heavily on my heart & mind.

I also fear that when I share these stories, you will think we are trying to guilt you out of your money & shock you into helping. So I’ve held back and tried to process quietly. It hasn’t worked (ask my family)!  Truth is, your help is needed. Sure there are great things going on at Bheveni Carepoint, children are being helped and loved on, but the need is massive.

Stop right there.

What I am NOT saying:

1. Not saying we need a bunch of Americans with good American Christian ideas & programs to rush to Swaziland to try to rescue the children.

2. Not saying that the children aren’t being cared for. They are. AIM staff and volunteers are doing all they can with the resources they have to make sure the children not only have their basic survival needs met, but also are discipled every week and encouraged to trust the Lord when it seems their world is falling apart.

3. And finally, I’m not saying that you need to STOP supporting other, more local missions. For some reason, when we start talking about desperate needs in Africa people wanna use the excuse, “Well, there’s plenty to do right here in our own backyard.” Yep. There is. And we’re doing it. We are not called to local missions or global missions. We Christ-like Christians are called to BOTH. Not encouraged. Called.

Acts 1:8 says, “But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.” Your family and neighbors are your Jerusalem. Your state and country are your Judea and Samaria. Swaziland is, for us, our ends of the earth. The country has done nothing to help its growing population of nearly 200,000 orphans due to the spread of HIV/AIDS. There is no foster care, state run orphanages, allowed adoptions, or even free education for the children of Swaziland. Pardon me for screaming, but WHAT IN THE HELL ARE ALL THESE CHILDREN SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN THEIR PARENTS DIE???

Well, that’s where two great organizations step in that are coming to the children in their communities with safe havens called Carepoints. Adventures in Missions and Children’s HopeChest have sought the Lord and partnered together with the native Swazi people that are doing effective work to first & foremost get thousands of orphaned and at-risk children fed everyday. But the vision hasn’t stopped at just feeding the children. The carepoints, including Bheveni, serve the children holistically – body, soul, and spirit. Through AIM & HopeChest’s support as well as the daily diligence of native Swazis such as the bomake (cooks) and the discipleship team, the children are fed, cared for, taught about Jesus, and know where to come when their world starts to fall apart. This is a vision I can get behind. This is a vision I love. This is a vision I will shout about til I can shout no more. Why? Because there is so much that can still be done. Awareness is needed. Education is needed. Funding is needed. Sponsors & advocates are needed. Needed because it’s working!!!! I’ve seen with my own eyes that what we’ve already done is working!

Future goals of these ministries are to make the communities self-sustaining. We don’t want to create dependency. The Swazi’s deserve their dignity, and often what they need is just an opportunity to learn, to have the right tools, to brighten their own future and improve their communities.

It truly starts with one child at a time. That is done through sponsorship. Bheveni Carepoint has about 60 children that need new sponsors (I like advocate better), out of 160 kids. It’s $34 to a friend to a child, to give them a hand-up, and encourage their hearts that they are not alone!!! $34, writing a few letters and praying for the child.

Going forward, we need even more workers with heart, servants with courage, and Americans who will sacrifice a few comforts of time & resources to continue the vision of seeing a nation of Swazi children given every opportunity to be who God created them to be!

In 2012 our #1 goal is 100% sponsorship. All profiled kids (appx. 140 of the 160)  kids will have an advocate and friend by the end of 2012.

Join us in helping to change their reality. Be a Bheveni Advocate. Be a part of changing your world – even to the ends of the earth!

Stay tuned as we share pictures & stories of the 60 children who need a friend.

Update: 

*Follow this link to view pictures of many of the children who need an advocate. Their ages range from 2-20.

Advocates Needed: Bheveni Carepoint 2012

*Follow this link to youtube to watch several videos of our Bheveni kids singing & giving thanks!

Lift Jesus Higher, Higher

Shine On!